so i realized i've never really shared my feelings/how i really feel on here. i've been trying to keep this blog "sane", where i don't share my feelings on here. it's just i'm paranoid of revealing everything to the internet to everyone, which is why when i need to talk to someone i contact them privately. so here you go guys, i'm going to admit this all and get it out.
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i'll admit it, i don't know how to comprehend with my depression or, anything, actually. no one understands me or what i've been going through, and i've been trying to get help but it hasn't been working. it honestly feels like i'm alone and nobody cares about me anymore. i just want to disappear.
i'm honestly trapped in a bubble of depression and suicide and i can't escape it. my one year blogiversary is so close, but i don't feel like i can live to see it. i know you guys don't want me to kill myself, but that really is what i want to do. i just don't belong anywhere, and i always keep trying to kill myself.
so i guess this is it. (for the post.)
~grace~
(p.s. yes blogger is still acting funky for me. is anyone else having that problem? jw.)
Hey Grace! As I have said before I don't want you to kill yourself. I care about you. And Izzy cares about you. The rest of your followers care about you. Your family cares about you. A lot of people care about you. How about you try living to see your blogiversary. I think you do belong in the blogging world.
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I know what your going through... last year I went through multiple traumatic events that made me feel worthless, like nobody cared and that I made everything worse for everyone, and I had suicidal thoughts. But I realized there are people that care about me. Things started getting better, and trust me they will for you to. There are people out there that love and support you and commiting suicide will break their hearts. Im not saying live and suffer fir those people, im saying just cnsider the fact that they love you. And remember suicide doesn't end the chances of life getting worse. Suicide eliminates the possibility of it ever getting better- Kellin Quinn
ReplyDeleteI know what your going through... last year I went through multiple traumatic events that made me feel worthless, like nobody cared and that I made everything worse for everyone, and I had suicidal thoughts. But I realized there are people that care about me. Things started getting better, and trust me they will for you to. There are people out there that love and support you and commiting suicide will break their hearts. Im not saying live and suffer fir those people, im saying just cnsider the fact that they love you. And remember suicide doesn't end the chances of life getting worse. Suicide eliminates the possibility of it ever getting better- Kellin Quinn
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