Monday

thoughts during chemo #5

 
okay i feel as if this song describes me on a personal level lol.

  • why does melanie martinez have that creepy baby aesthetic in her songs?
  • IS SNAPCHAT EVER GOING TO WORK ON MY PHONE?? (i'm sorry every single time i try to get on it my phone freezes up and crashes, most likely because my phone is old.)
  • okay so why did i just notice that me one year blogoversary is three days after michael clifford's birthday?
  • why can't it be christmas already? 
  • can i get an air conditioner in here? my brain is like a melting popsicle and soon i'll be a zombie or something.
  • would any of you guys like a sneak peek of the song i'm working on for my guitar? jw.
  • why am i awkward?
  • why do a lot of panic! songs have long titles? (lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off, the only difference between martyrdom and suicide is press coverage, there's a good reason these tables are numbered honey you just haven't figured it out yet..... etc.)
  • can someone draw gerard way on my back with gel pens? that would be great.
  • do you guys want to see another boring selfie of me? that's not in b/w? (or, possibly, with one of those snapchat filters if i can get it to work?)
  • why is my sister trying to play her trumpet while i'm typing this? like come on, i know she's practicing for next year (she's going into high school.... like she's so old lol.) but seriously like wtf. (sorry if i sorta offended anyone in high school/plays the trumpet.... i'm like that. :/)
  • am i ever going to meet mikey? or like just 5sos in general? 
  • why do i like cheese?
  • can i buy a shirt that looks like kellin quinn's "i pooped today!" shirt? (coincidentally a sws song is playing rn.)
  • why does it seem like every single text message i send people has some type of band reference/lyric in it?
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THERE'S A NEW PTV MUSIC VIDEO LIKE HOLY CRAP. that creepy hotel manager and the posters with "all time low/ sleeping with sirens missing" on them lol i swear to god i laughed so hard i scared the living crap out of my sister. xD 

*thumbs up in approval*

 

okay i'll leave before you guys get scared and unfollow me BYE.


4 comments:

  1. Two things:

    Firstly, yes, that song does sorta describe you on a personal level. And secondly, you already have a tattoo of Vic/Kellin on your left shoulder and I think one of a unicorn that says, "Unicorns are jerks" so i don't think you need one of Gerard on your back. Besides, they'll probably wash off since Alex/Bianca drew them with gel pens lol. xD

    ~Izzy

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    1. okay i knew it lol. and fyi, the unicorn one smudged off so technically i have space on my body for a gerard one. OH WAIT ONE OF THE THE SUMMER SET'S ALBUM "LEGENDARY"!!!! (fuck that gerard one lol.)

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  2. lol i'm a sophomore in high school and i play the trumpet. i know it's loud and all but in order to actually improve you have to practice a lot. the trumpet can definitely be a tricky instrument. if your sister was purposely playing to irk you, though, then i understand how that can be annoying. my brother does that quite a bit with his sax.
    (lmao sorry i went all band geek on you)

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    1. it's fine, my sister does that like all the time and stuff. xD i swear it's annoying so um yeah.

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