dear younger me,

how are you, living the leukemia-free life? have you figured out that bands are probably one of your worst obsessions yet? if not, then i recommend listening to hold on till may by pierce the veil, cry baby by melanie martinez, and there's a good reason these tables are numbered honey you just haven't figured it out yet by panic! at the disco. also how's younger izzy doing? i'm curious, that's all. ;)

in case you were wondering, i've been doing.... okay. not fine, but not bad. i've been working on a new song for my guitar and sketching mermaids for no apparent reason. i also figured out the only pierce the veil line i can sing without fudging it up is that line in king for a day (feat. kellin quinn) that goes "hail mary, forgive me....." i also somehow can't really sleep at night...... maybe it's because i'm in a room filled with doctor-y stuff (idk) but yeah.

before i go and you experience the life i'm going through now, let's just say that sometimes you're not going to want to give a fuck about tomorrow (yes, i based that off that one the summer set song....), hospital food absolutely sucks, and brendon urie uses way too much hair gel to maintain his  amazingly flawless hair. oh yes, and sometimes the bedroom walls will become your only friends when izzy isn't around. 

--older grace--

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hey everyone, it is i. 

tonight we're going to have a mini firework thingamabob at my hospital and i'm excited, we're doing those ones where they go up in the sky (which is actually illegal here but whatever so idgaf.) and i haven't seen those since like.... maybe three years ago?? (idk i forget, as always.) you guys want me to take photos or no?

~grace~