20 random and really horrible facts about me because why the frick not

 

look at ya girl back at it with the song lyrics aye.

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see i told you i would make a post that's not a bunch of crap jumbled up together.

enjoy.

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-i currently kinda have a crush on princess peach from super mario. idk why. help.

-my pronouns- for anyone curious- are she/her
-i have never worn perfume. ever.
-i have never read the harry potter series. DON'T SUE ME. *dodges all the rocks and magic wands and books being thrown at me*
-i'm allergic to walnuts and seafood. xD
-i have cosplayed as gerard way from the black parade era and the danger days era, and i'm planning on doing the three cheers for sweet revenge era next.
-i don't like the stuff from bvb, but i like andy's solo stuff. is that weird? i feel like it is.
-i am now complete and utter hamilton trash. rip my life.
-i use a canon rebel t3i (it's a really good camera btw)
-i have never been on tumblr before about a week ago. i'm vv pathetic, i know.
-i'm always broke because i keep chipping my clarinet reeds BECAUSE FUCK YOU BRACES
-i s2g i'm nocturnal or something. i barely get enough sleep
-i used to like american girl dolls xD i was so lame back in 2014 tbh.
- i ate soap once. sorry crankthatfrank.
-lynn gunn is my wife hands off.
-i have cooked any food that requires a stove or an oven. i have the cooking skill of my mum, and she has no skill whatsoever.
-i hate chocolate chip cookies xD i'm a monster, i know.
-i don't like regular flavored potato crisps (or potato chips, for those u.s. folks out there).
-i have a pan flag and i like to bring it to school to yell "I'M PAN AND PROUD" in the hallways.
 -i go to an all-girls school, and when 90% of the school is on their periods it's bloody hell (literally)

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i'm so lame rip.
leave post ideas.
it's 1am i need to sleep.
so yeah.

~grace

dear older me..

 

oh hi.

if you're not dead already, then you can probably read this.

most likely.

and if you're dead, then idk how to help you with that.

how are you?
still depressed, i assume?
yeah i feel like you still are.

how's mum? did she give birth again?
and how's ryan and alexis? did they come back from university yet? (if ryan even went to university.)

did dad ever text you about another u.s. visit? if so, did you go? how was it?

you still friends with madi, kaitlin, and cody? and what about mckenzie.. still dating them (look i even used their correct pronouns be proud of your younger self)?

 what about the futuristic bands you might've gotten into? IS 5SOS STILL ALIVE??

did you know- hospitals are absolute crap. they really are.
especially the drugs and medication they give you. no matter what meds or drugs they give you, it makes you feel drowsy and i, personally, fall asleep within 5minutes of taking them.
lol there goes my life during the day rip.

in other news, i started school a while ago and i triggered someone with my leg scars.
now i have to wear pants with my school uniform to "ensure the safety of all out students".
and australia's heat sucksssssssss.
you would know, right?

well, it's 5:17am and i should be asleep.
gn my lovely older self.

xo grace.

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heyo peoplesssss!

i'm in the hospital again.
help me.

you see, about a week ago i got new depression meds. and they work (thank god), but it came with some "side effects". well i ended up getting a headache after taking them and whenever i would take them, the headache would get worse. i thought about not taking them to make the headache go away, but i need the pills so i can actually function like a normal person.
well the headache got so bad that it turned into a FREAKING MIGRAINE and my mom, being the overprotective shitbag she is, thought that "something could be seriously wrong" with me, and she rushed me to the hospital.

i'm getting out in about a week though, so that's good.

but all the meds the doctors give me. oh my god.
they make me so fucking drowsy and within five minutes of taking them, i end up falling asleep and i pretty much sleep for most of the day.

so that's great.

clinical depression is shit, btw.

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also guess who started reading the harry potter series?

this pansexual alien!

i know, i have seriously never read the series before.
please don't sue me.
i'm broke as actual frick.

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it's almost 5:30am i need to sleep.

gn mates. see ya.

~grace